Medical

 This medical stuff is absolutely insane on its own. I've got more lab tests and doctors and visits and my life revolves around this stuff. Keytones, CO2, it doesn't even have to be labels or drugs, just the basic lab results are something of their own. Eating regularly, using the CPAP, avoiding dust... talking just isn't easy any way you put it. My energy is not that high. Maybe it looks it. It's not. This morning it's my liver that I'm noticing. Right foot is still a little funky. I've been told I'm focusing on the problems. The CPAP and the eating and the natural stuff. That's the solutions. The meds... the antidepressants help. Seroquel seems to help. I've got to be careful with my body. I still don't see how Gateway or Phoenix is going to help with this. There's a lot of medical that niether place would ever address. And the doctors are enough to keep up with. I don't know exactly how the VNS change factors in. if it even played much of a role. I wasn't happy. that's what it's there for. But I'm not changing it again.